So, in actuality, I logged in to blog just at the right time. Yes, I guess I still have an attachment to that word...
My life, both physical and spiritual, have been very active. Learning lots of lessons. Spirit called me to leave Colorado Springs and move closer to both my Spiritual and biological families. I chose to settle in Fort Wayne in order to be more connected to the spiritual family but am within reasonable distance from the biological family as well. So far, so good.
I am getting the message that the blog has been quiet because I have been in a much more inward place - meditating, going inward and upward as I am urged by my Spiritual teachers. The more I do this, the less I want to be in the world. Which is nice. Except....
Except, I find myself now at a place of wrestling with the Inner Truth of why I am here. And, it is not easy. Of course, why would it be easy? That would defeat the purpose. We come into our lives to accomplish the purpose set out for our by our Souls and that is pretty deep, intense stuff. So, naturally, it isn't going to be easy.
As I wrestle with this now, I am reviewing my life. Seeing the pattern that repeats and repeats and repeats. It isn't fun. It isn't pretty. Life isn't for cowards. My intention is to be heal this and not have to repeat it anymore, ever again.
Now, back to time and space...At the core, I am learning that the struggles we deal with are illusions of time and space and being incarnated in a physical being. Without time and space, we are able to connect to the essence of our beings, with our Divine Sparks, and witness the struggle, release the attachment to it, and live in God's Loving. And, in this life, my intention is to be there.
Namaste!
